Can You be Too Open?

 Sometimes I think that my third eye, though "blind," is wayyyy too open. My friend agrees. Ever since the last major download of information and inspiration, my senses go a mile a minute. She showed me ways to close my eye so I can rest more. I need more rest. I feel exhausted so often (thanks, chronic fatigue). It's so hard to convince myself to let it rest, because I am so excited about the blessings coming my way!

It has to be done, though. I hadn't slept well in days. The moment she helped me/showed me how I slept better. Last night was the best sleep I've had in weeks. So that's where I'm at. Though I got great sleep I'm still exhausted. However, I also know the most likely reason (nothing spiritual lol). 

I have committed myself to learning Tai Chi, which will be good for my body and soul. I am just doing 5 minutes a day right now. It's a small start, but I have to get it into my routine before I jump in to a longer program. Otherwise, I may give it up too soon. See? I know myself better than before lol

My daughter is back at school. Thank GOODNESS they made it to back on campus learning. We were worried for a while with the way Covid numbers look in our state. I am still at work. Yes, the job I know drains me even more. Yes, the job the Universe is SCREAMING at me to leave. I have to finish the year out. My daughter has to have insurance for school, and I need it for all my ailments. Sure, leaving would most likely rectify a few of them, but can you imagine someone dealing with so many health issues throwing caution to the wind and dropping all meds? That wouldn't be good for anyone around me, let alone myself.

I will post the second sign of Spiritual Awakening later. I left my Manifestation Journal at home, and don't want to skip around.

Be blessed, y'all

Signs of Shifting

 I found a list online of 20 signs you are shifting to a higher way of thinking/life. I thought I'd go through one each day or so and explain why I feel I am/am not dealing with the shift

Day one is Mission Calling

This one hits for me. I have been getting pulled to help people more and more. When I'm at work, I so desperately want an open conversation with some of the kids about what they're dealing with in life. I'm especially drawn to the LGBTQ+ community. I'm so passionate about making people see that validating a person's feelings, no matter how old they are, is so important. My daughter has known too many kids that left this life too soon because they weren't known/accepted as themselves by their family. I want to help kids see that they are valid. I want grown ups to respect what these kids are going through. I always tell adults I'd rather call a kid by their chosen name today and have them change their minds later in life and have a CHANCE to do so rather than dead-name them to death. It isn't fair to these kids that the place I work feels we shouldn't speak of such things because the kids are too young to make these choices/feel this way. Kids are realizing younger and younger who they really are and embracing it. We need to change with the times.

I also feel I'm here to speak out about the oneness of us all. I'm here to help people begin their healing and eye opening. Most people I'm around don't believe me or think I'm going nutty. I am changing. I am growing. I am opening and learning and embracing all that is being shown to me. I am learning not to keep it all in and to share with anyone that will listen, no matter what they think of me after. While hard on me to have to "mask" when at work, I know it's part of my learning and I embrace it all.

So does this first sign resonate with you? Have you felt a call to a mission to help the oneness rise?

Just a Writing

Sometimes as I walk through life I feel so alone

Knowing I'm so surrounded by closed eyes

Yearning to have someone see what I see

Tap in to the oneness of life

Stop roaming so blindly 

See what is there

Allow my soul to love your soul because we are one

 

Soul Dance

Have you ever allowed your soul to dance?

My new favorite thing to do is to allow my soul to move in ways my body no longer can.

Here's what I do...

I put on spiritual music. I put in my earbuds. I sit as if I am going to meditate. I focus on who I am--a soul, loving awareness. I go inside my human self, until I am just that. And I let the music come with me. The music moves my soul so beautifully. My soul is weightless as I dance. My legs jump and skip like I haven't been able to do in years. I twirl and spin until I am dizzy, laughing the whole time. It is the most AMAZING feeling! My heart races. Though it is my soul moving, my body feels it. 

As I return, I feel like my body was the one moving. My heart is pumping. The smile is still there. And I feel so free in the moment.

Give it a try--go within and let your soul dance. What do you feel when you return? 

Worry?

 Back to my "normal job" today. I am no longer the detention Para. I already miss it. I did miss my kids, though. And I will get to move around more. Always find the positives, right?

Anyway, today was my first challenge with the changes. It seems I was a bit of an overachiever in packing. I forgot to leave out worry stones for when I need them. I typically keep one in my pocket every day when I'm at work. However, when I packed my stones I was on break. So now, either I learn to live without them (which would be a lesson on my journey--not needing tools), I can convince my hubby to dig the box out of storage (he would NOT be inclined), or I can get another worry stone.

I will try to do without. My power is in me. I can calm myself, stone or no stone. I am in control of my feelings. 

At least, that is, until I go see my rock guy and fall in love with another stone (always happens).

Word of the Year

The English teacher I work with had a wonderful lesson to start off 2022 with--she had each student pick a "word of the year" for themselves. So, I thought I'd follow suit.

My word of the year is

FLOW

There are many changes coming in 2022 for my family and me. Moving, graduation, empty nesting, end of a job, and so much more. Along with all of that, I hope to continue my growth spiritually, in my witch practice, and in my energy healing. It can be overwhelming if you look at it all at once. My goal is to flow through the year's challenges. I will grow and flow through 2022 :)

So here's my challenge to you--what would your word of 2022 be? Put the word out into the Universe, and allow the Universe to spread the word and bless your year!

Manifesting for 2022

With the first new moon upon us (and a supermoon, at that), I have been considering things I'd like to manifest for the year 2022. 2021's manifestations were great and wonderful, so I am bringing that energy into these. Please remember, when manifesting, it is best to say them as if they are already happening:

I manifested a lot about my mental health last year. So much so that I think I didn't focus enough on my physical health. This year, I have the balance of focus between both my mental an physical health.

 I hear messages more clearly. I do not question signs given to me. Yet, I accept them, and give voice to those that should be heard.

I embrace all change (or lack thereof) with open arms and an open heart. Everything happens as it should.

Malas are selling so well! My energy healing is helping more and more people. I am able to help people on every part of their journey.

My creative writing flows through me! I have written more than enough for a book. My book is published and I am able to get my message out to more people.

These are just a few for me. What are you manifesting into your existence?